Monday, March 9, 2009

grief feels #1

grief feels like a flood
feels like an ocean
calm
cold
vast.
feels like drowning and floating 
at the same time.
never ending
tossed around depending on the day
some days the ocean comes alive
in storm.
uncontrollable. unreliable. mad. rage.
some days I'm laying on a raft, soaking in the warm sun 
smiling.
but most days... it just feels like drifting.

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